Vulnerable but Strong - Welcome to my life

I'm Black Iris (as far as you know) I'll talk about my life here. Just like an online journal. Join in (if you dare) XD

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I'm a faithful Christian, I want to travel around the world one day My favourite website is: www.mylifeisaverage.com , it's very funny. I know that life is no coincidence, nothing is a coincidence. I love watching dramas even though some situations are obvious, on how they end. I very, very hard to impress, so if you do impress me, you did a very great job. I love singing and being a behind the scenes person.I don't want to be in the magic, I want to make the magic.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Jello time

Today I found a site called http://www.jellotime.com/ . It was mentioned on http://www.mylifeisaverage.com/. It's so funny! There's a plate of jello in the middle of the screen you could just jiggle it. MIND BLOWN!
I've also taken some pictures of headphones that I really like:

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Byul (star in Korean)

The song Byul is from the origianl Korean movie 200 Pounds of Beauty.
I searched up the English lyrics and decided to post it since it sounded so... peaceful and lovely. You should listen to the original version (even though I/you won't be able to understand it) - _ - But it sound really good. Listening to the English version won't hurt either.

Lyrics:
i feel the wind blow in this place
there i see the star beyond this window pane
shining so bright
here in this night
here i feel the sense of love
deep in my heart
i cry for you
every tear that falls feels like a wound
the stars in the sky
gently shine
taking away my pain

i hear a voice gently saying
don't be afraid
i feel the warmth come over me
as i sleep in their embrace

and even though i..

do not have the strength to go on
even though i try to hold on
this love will never ever be meant for me
but i'll keep on smiling
even though my dreams won't come true
i'll remember every moment with you
like the stars that shine forever
i'll treasure my love
for you

Saturday, November 13, 2010

A Friendly Secret

I found out just yesterday that my friend is dating a dude I know ( I don't have a crush on him). They hardly know each other and they started dating. It was very obvious that they were dating because he always goes up to her elocker and talks to her. I just didn't get why she didn't tell me she was dating someone I mean friends tell friends well... almost everything, right?

I found out in gym when my other friend, Mina started talking to her. I FOUND OUT IN GYM BECAUSE OF A CONVERSATION. It's like I couldn't be trusted. I feel ... left out.

Should girls be dating so young? (Freshmen year?. I truly think not. Love doesn't always last if you play with it. I'm going to wait but right now I need to break down the wall that's between me and my friends.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Remebrance Day

When I saw the news papers front covers all covered with "Lest We Forget", "We Will Remember", "Remembrance Day", and " Pray Good and Hard." I knew that I have to write about it. Today at my school we had a presentation in the auditorium and a whole lot of people were wearing poppies or trying to find some on the ground. The school president and principal talked read about the people that use to go to our school that joined the army that were killed or let go of. One of them came to our school.

There was one that they mentioned more on. I forgot his name but he joined the army after leaving his home of 6 brothers and sisters. He had to support his family while going to school, and after that went to join the army. Brave.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Darn that French teacher!

I really dislike my French teacher she's so ... UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have you ever felt that way when that anger inside you is just boiling so much that

you can't describe it???

She's always talking about how we should know the basics of French and if we didn't

that we should switch to applied French instead. She's suppose to encourage us and

help us not bring us down she said that directly to a girl who was asking for help

on a sheet she didn't understand. I liked the one we had before she was so much more

nicer, kind, caring, and helpful. This one is plain boring and cold. I don't enjoy

French any more. THANKS ALOT MADAME MACSI!

Monday, November 8, 2010

Stress is finally getting to me

The stress is finally getting to me. I got a science project, family studies project 2 pages of math homework, and 2 science sheets to complete. I know people say that freshmen year is easy and soft and not a big difference to grade 8 but it is! I know you might call me weak but maybe I am weak. I just hope that soon I'll be able to get untop of the stress and wrestle is down ... maybe even give is the elbow ... and a kick ... and a punch. You get what I mean! If you have any suggestions on how to get through stress tell me.I need it.

P.S. I'm done the science project and I only have a few more things to do with the family studies proejct and today I felt good about the Geo test. =)

P.S.S. Smile and breathe air. Espcially the breathe air apart.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

FEVER!!!

I got a fever yesterday night and I felt horrible! I was at school doing work in the lab and I was so grumpy. I usually respond to a persons question nicely but I yelled at her and I felt to bad. I apologized of courese but I still feel horrible. My fever broke just this morning and I had to miss piano lessons. So I watched 200 Pound of Beauty which is Korean movie about how this girl is obese who sings behind the curtains for another celebrity who can't sing but is pretty and skinny. She's in love with the manager who doesn't love her back. He just sees her as a product. She then goes under plastic sugery and stays at the hospital for a year while the doctor changed every thing - head to toe of hers. She finally gets to embrace freedom again and she goes out of the hospital gorgeous and pretty and most important to her skinny. ....
You can watch the rest on Youtube. There are subs so don't worry if you don't understand Korean. This story has a good moral.

I'm feeling better and I had drank a whole lot of water. I'm just munching on pretzel sticks right now. I have to break them in half so because of my braces. I hope you guys are doing well at school. I'm kind of stressed right now. =P

P.S. smile and breathe air.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Shrimp and Crabs

Two days ago my family was having a normal dinner and we were having shrimp. I was peeling my shrimp when I said, " Shrimp are like big bugs. It's like we peel their shell off then we eat their insides. They're the bugs of the sea." My mom of my dad just stared at me. Then my dad responded by saying, "Yeah, I agree and crabs are like the aliens of the sea. If you reaaalllyyy look at them up close they really freak you out."
End of conversation. Never a dull moment.