My Plan For "Withdrawl"

I like a person in my school. BUT I didn't realize this before because I just looked at him as a brother, an annoying one. Why does the people that bother you the most you end up liking them or having a little crush on them? I didn't dare admit it because I was afraid that if I admit it it'll come true. I found out it's no use holding it in. Emotions are sooo ... *grr*! Why can't humans surpress their emotions whenever they want to?!

I didn't want to admit that I like this person because he's not really what you call the ideal guy. I just had to let it out so that my heart could rest abit easier.

So here's my plan to slowly not like him. I know. Sound ridiculous but I just have to try.

First I'll stop thinking of this situation so much.
Second I'll try not to go to places who usually goes to
Third I'll stop viewing him as a person that I like, and start treating him like a friend that I'll usually hang around.
Fourth (This is more of a rule) If my friend has a crush on him, let her take him. If he likes someone else, step back!


It's going to be hard but it's the only way.

Summer!

The summer solstice came on June 21st as always and that marks the beginning of summer! I hope you guys all have wonderful plans on how ur going to spend your summer. I'm going to be volunteering at my church. =) But I still have to wait for another week before the camp starts so I spend my time at home watching anime and dramas. I know it's dull but what else can I do.

So anyways I was watching this drama (obviously) and this girl inside the drama said, "Luck that comes to fast is like expired milk. You have to drink it before you realize it." For those who don't understand. WORK HARD FOR WHAT YOU WANT.

Have a great summer

P.S. Smile and breathe air.

June ... so far

*BIG SIGH* June sooo far has been stressful. I had to stop all my drama watching and focus on studying.

Teachers are stressing out too. They've been giving tests to us and handing out a whole bunch of sheets for us to review on. I JUST WANT TO GET EXAMS OVER WITH!

Although I am stressed I still need to remember all these things will soon pass by. *take a deep breath* and *breathe out* Yoga totally helps. So does punching the air a hundred times. It sounds crazy but it works. Get in a fighting stance and just throw a hundred punches into the air, for each arm. It's just like boxing ... but it's also not like boxing.

ANYWAYS. My weak subjects are geography and science. OMG I thought geography and science was suppose to be fun. Is it? It turns out that those two subjects are the worst and the ones that I have to study the most for. *breathe in* and *breathe out*

Well, have to study now.

P.S. Smile and breathe air.
P.S.S. I'm going to post some wonderful summer pictures soon. =)